7/31/08
In regards to my last blog
Walllpaper
It doesn't matter if you are white or black to get attention. ANYONE CAN DRAW ATTENTION to themselves. It's just you may hear about black people doing it instead of white people a little bit more.
As black people, we have our own stereotypes as being loud and accentric and things like that. So I can see how someone fo the opposite race may form an opinion that black people may draw more attention to themselves, but it doesn't make it right though.
As far as I am concerned, anybody can bring attention on themselves and I think it's wrong for a white man to kind of say that everyones like wallpaper.
don't assume you know someone to well.. people do lie!
So my friend Jaron calls me and is pretty sad, sad to the point when he called i thought someone died. I asked what was wrong and he basically told me a dective and his lawyer would be calling me to get a statement from me about a motorcycle we bought together. I asked what the problem was about the bike and he basically told me that the bike we bought was stolen. A SUPPOSE TO BE GOOD FRIEND OF OURS!! sold us a bike, for 900 dollars in May claiming that the bike was a friend of his who died, and his mother gave him the bike but he felt so attached that he didn't want to keep the bike anymore. At this time Jaron was looking for a motorcycle so we spilt the cost of the bike and paid for it. [MIND YOU... WE HAVE KNOWN THE DUDE THAT SOLD US THE BIKE FOR HELLLLLLAAASSSS!!! LIKE 2 YEARS. dude plays basketball with jaron, we went to college with him in stl, and the sad part dude even helped us move the bike to a bikeshop to get it fixed!]
when im on the phone with Jaron my yeyo ( mother) calls me crying saying that the police are at her door looking for me because they think we stole the bike. and are looking for me because there going to arrest me and jaron for stealing!.... the way this all came to conclusion! when we [ me , jaron and the dude that sold us the bike] took the bike to the bike shop to get fixed! they ran the cereal number and found out it was stolen.. i kept asking jaron what was taking the bike so long to get fixed but he never said anything trying to keep me out of the situation and wanted to take full responsiblity! soooo now we are both like WHAT THE FUCK!!
GOOD THING we had the dude who sold us the bike write a contract out stating he sold us the bike, but sad thing is he was a friend who lied for 900 dollars! told us he couldn't find the title when he knew all along the bike was stolen!! when we kept asking where the info on the bike was.
don't trust anyone!!
p.s if i was acting like a total bitch yesterday myyyy baddd u see why i had an attitude
breaking the curb
Wite Out: Make No Mistakes
about my post earlier
I got that straight out of the book Stranger then Fiction
Wall paper
Wall paper stands out.
Wall paper gets respect
Wall paper cuts the checks
Wall paper will lock you up
Wall paper will sell u dreams
Wall paper built what we call the American Dream
You Can't Judge A Book By Its Cover
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
Ha
to be white is to be wallpaper
is dumb.
anyone can be ther own idividual person and stick out
White is Wallpaper? Are You Serious?
Kill Whitey.
Being white in this country is hard for me. Maybe it's a sense of guilt, a sense of feeling responsible for the struggle blacks still have to endure. Many caucasians are often pompous, arrogant, ignorant and indifferent towards other ethnic groups in this country, and thats not to say there arent exceptions to this. being a humanist I dont judge people by the color of their skin I judge them on who they are as a person.
"the white man is the fucking devil, i wanted to be black at age 14." - Sole
P.S. that quote is from a sattirical song by one of my favorite hiphop artists, don't take it literally.
whitie is wall paper
so i dissagree
White?
I'm not saying I know how it feels to walk in a jewry store and look like robber or to walk into a bar and look like I'm easy. But I stood out no less than anyone else in high school. I personally don't care about this issue. It's not my problem. I never did care what people think.
I didn't care when my 9th grade teacher was talking about the n-word then walks up to me and says "do you care when people call you cracker or honky?" I just simply asked her if she was calling me cracker or honky. She was indeed.
How do you pay for college 2
I don't know about you but I think that is more than enough to pay for college. With that, he founded a company named "my ritch uncle" which is a company that helps people like myself who does not have parents to help him pay for school and has no credit.
Not only does this company do school loans but it also does internship and study abroad loans.
There's a catch though... they don't lend to Columbia College.
7/30/08
um im confused.
Where does your money come from
I received a award letter detailing loans and grants. I completed the FAFSA months ago however, I did not receive the letter until it was too late to apply for the grants listed in it so most of the years money will be paid in loans rather than grants.
I had a meeting scheduled with the Student Financial aid Services office. They asked me a few questions and asked if my parents were taking out a loan. I told them no, then they asked if I was getting one of them to cosign. Again, I told them no. They looked at me like I was on crystal meth. I even asked why they were looking at me so crazy. They they told me that almost no one comes in there without a parent taking up a Stafford loan or a cosigner for the plus loan.
I told them that it is because my dad chose the army and my mom got through school on her own. Without the help of anyone so my parents believe that if I really wanted to go to college then I will have to find a way myself.
Truth be told, I wouldn't be here unless I want to be a journalist with all my heart and soul. This isn't a way out of town for me. This is my future. So I'm faced with a much greater dilemma, I have no credit and how am I suppose to come up with the money to pay for school. What high school grad has the money to pay for college?
I think I'm a talented writer that will only get better with every piece of writing and coarse I take. But without college this world will never see what I write. Yes I know that so many people in this world got big and produced their work without the help of college but that was not today.
In this day and age you absolutely MUST have a college degree to be taken seriously. Peter Jennings would never make it to TV without a degree. It's this fact that kills me.
Even though the statistics prove that Harvard drop outs make more money on average than Harvard graduate doesn't mean going to bridge then going home will make my goals a reality.
So my question is: what are you guys doing about financial aid? Does anyone know how I can get around this wall? If not then I honestly don't see why I should finish bridge if this bridge will only lead me back to where I came from.
Back to before that first paper I typed ever meant anything to me. Back when it was just paper. Back to bussing 6.15 an hour, and no way out. To end this, I will use a graduation cliche I listed earlier, "Give them hell!" If you have everything all cool and snazzy for Columbia, give this city hell. Don't go back to your high school ways and slack off. It won't be worth it in the end.
the picture is in portugese but it translates: "The dog died the next day. On the wall, phrases written with DOG FOOD!"
Do you really think to be whitie is to be wallpaper?
what do you think?
Now, if you publicly display one of these starving creatures, such as the case with Nativity, it creates a backlash that brings out a big of hypocrisy in all of us. Nativity was a very sick creature and would have died in the streets anyway." - Vargas
BULLSHIT SIGN THE PETITION!!!!
"Verbs and Art"
What the hell is art?!?
Here are some photos of the "art" i was talking about in Costa Rica (not Honduras i was mistaken) The artist has said in defense of this exhibit that these street dogs are often very sick and would soon die on the street from malnutrition. i would say to them how can you know that if you tie them to a post. the most disturbing thing is some of the pictures show people looking on sipping wine and watching as if they were looking at a wonderful masterpiece. it makes me sick there is no creativity behind this and takes no effort on the part of the artist. tying a knot is no art or expression
http://www.theginblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/10/dog3.JPG
http://www.scamtypes.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/10/dog1.jpg
http://i146.photobucket.com/albums/r269/dearaewi/dd5.jpg
http://cache.gawker.com/assets/resources/2008/04/dogart.jpeg
below is the link the to the petition. it as an online petition that you can sign in an effort to get the Costa Rican government to order this artist to cease and desist from doing this anymore.
http://www.petitiononline.com/13031953/petition.html
Artsy Fartsy
Art
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Check out my art have a nice day
this is art
if there was a picture of art next to its definition in the dictionary this statement would be
the picture and the new definition at the same time the form of this post is begining to
go in a diagnal dereasing more in words each line i think its pretty cool but as another artistic statement i broke it up but you arent going to even see the diagnal motion of this post anyways because the box i am typing in and the box you will veiw it in are different boxes
"Art, Art, Art"
1 There is art in that grilled cheese
Wordless Gospel: So this is a picture that she did in just ink dots. Pen and paper, ink just dotting the paper to come up with this.
Hondoran Inspiratation: Another picture of the exact same thing.
Korean Celebrity-linolium and acrylic on CONSTRUCTION PAPER is what it is.
Life: acrylic
Now to the food, she's alway a culinary artist
This is a subzero souffle
Mmm, some pumpkin pancakes... don't knock it till you try it
So this is a new invention. How many do you see put nuts in that chocolate. There's others but eh, I'm too lazy to post everything
7/29/08
WHAT IS ART??
IN A CREATIVE AND ECCLECTIC WAY
FORMS OF ART ARE...
YOU TUBE
DANCING
SINGING
PAINTING/DRAWING
DESIGNING
SPOKEN WORD
THIS IS WHAT ART MEANS TO ME!
what is art
some different art forms to me are:
photography
fashion styling
painting
dance
editing books
interior design
singing
make up artist
gardening
pottery
What is ART?
Forms of Art
2 GQ 4 U
cliches
cliche skateboards
there is a skateboard company called cliche skateboards their graphics tend to be cliches of other companies graphics
Not Again
graduation cliches...
Here's a few I found.
"Give them Hell"
"Do Good" (not do well)
"Seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing."
"Teamwork makes a dream work"
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"
"This isn't the end, it's only the beginning"
"Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life"
So I think those were enough for now.
cliches
crystal clear
drop of a dime
til we meet again
only the strongest survive
Art Institute.
tuition is mad high here! i was told from a friend that there Fashion Design program is one of the best in Chicago, but you will be broke! she racked up 17,000 dollars in det
BLAH BLAH! THATS SOOOO CLICHE
cliches
No news is good news
Life sucks and then you die..
Life is a bitch
When God gives you lemons, make lemonade
No guts, no glory
There is nothing to fear but fear itself
I have to face my fear
couldn't catch my breath
for the life of me
without moving a muscle
without a doubt
to tell the truth
couldn't keep my eyes open
at the drop of a hatcut to the chase
did not have a pleasant bone in his/her body
but to no availit was bad enough
like the pot calling the kettle blackgot the best of meput two and two together
to this daybubble was burst
knows full well
honesty is the best policy
times heals all wounds
next thing I knew,dumb as a rock,bored out of my mind,quiet as a mouse,stopped in my tracks before I knew itwithout a doubtin a jiffy,without a hitch,stopped in my tracks,little did I know,goose bumps all over,the time of my life,needless to saywell worth the wait,even to this day,frightened to death,scared out of my wits,waste of timerushed for time,with only seconds to spare,without a care in the worldit couldn't happen to a nicer,a matter of time,lost track of time,seemed to take forever,lasted an eternity,like greased lightning,thought to myself,made a big impression on,thought he/she was hot stuff.
C0MMON CLICHES
Wrestling?
I personally think that if you don't personally push yourself to the absolute limit then it isn't a true sport. Oh yes, wrestlers run the bleachers everyday at practice. And? So does the football, basketball, soccer, and even the drill team. Not to mention the track and cross country teams.
In wrestling, you will never face a guy twice your size because it's a for sure lose. But in every other sport, you will face a guy twice your size and if you're as small as me then you will face many three times your size.
You still go up against these guys because that's sports. But not in wrestling. You either win or lose and you find out within a few short matches and then it's over until the next match. You aren't running miles as fast as you possibly can or diving to catch a ball right before a guyy 200 pounds heavier than you smashes you into the ground.
Injuries are common in every sport. I'm living proof of that. But if you are going to claim that wrestling is harder because there's more injuries then ballet is more dangerous than paintball. It's a fact that ballet claims more injuries than paintball.
I broke my leg in cross country.
7/28/08
Politics in class
BAKER BAKER BAKER!
first week of bridge
my weekend was....
but i had fun with my room-mates. Im actually trying to stay focused and not worry about boys! bills, and st.louis and get through this little program so i can start my life.
this is as personal as i'll get .. when it comes to my personal life! so read carefullyyy :)
... i've been cutting a lot of people out my life and im honestly not worried about anyone right now. sounds pretty harsh! but it the truth. over these last 6 months a lot of people have been trippin. So now that i'm in Chicago i decided .... HEY! why not cut these dumb fucks out my life.. so thats what i've been doin.. yeah some arguments and yeah some tears.. but in the long run im not dead.. so thats what counts. lol People tell me i have a nonchalant attitude its not nonchalant.. its just i know bullshit when i see it and hear it no i don't bother being around it or giving it my 100% attention.
Illinois Jones Weekly Blog
Chicken. The first week of the bridge program was cool i didn't get much sleep the first week so i
was getting them hours i miss back.
Dadaism??
-*
this weekend.
MY WEEKEND
matter of opinion
skaters way
Weekend
7/26/08
Rock Creek Lodge, etc.
7/25/08
what happened to tyrone after he killed eric?
7/24/08
This one, I think I layered it and cut out the bottle then took a picture of an Iron Giant happy meal toy and cut that out and placed it in this picture. Also done on a simply "paint" program that comes with the computer.
This picture I was really proud of until I noticed that on the left I am faded. I placed my camera on my back porch and put it on timer. I took 6 pictures and layered is 6 times. Then I cut myself out 5 times. So I really was standing and sitting in all those places. Also done in the basic paint program.
This is a picture that a friend took. I really like how the rose looked and how the camera kind of messed up and you see a sort of blotted pixelation. So naturally I cut out the rose and painted the rest black and white. But I used a more advanced program so I could increase the color in this and really bring out the yellow color.
This is a picture at my highschool where I kind of fiddled around with photoshop until I came to a sci fi look. It kind of looks like a 3D movie after you take off your glasses to me. I layered this picture about 17 times and it took 3 hours to do. But I loved it. Looks alot better in full size.
This is a picture I took of my best friend and worked with it in a photo processor. I flipped it to the side and changed the color to red and increased the contrast and added a wind effect about 80% until I came up with this. I like it because it fits one of his bands songs about the end of the world and fire comes crashing down. It sort of looks like fire crashing down.
This is the markethouse downtown in my city. I wanted it to look like someone drew it on a brown paper with pastels. I entered this into a dogwood fest we have.
This last one is just about my absolute loath with all things red robin. I've had some pretty bad jobs in my life but this was the absolute worst job ever. The only reason is because the managers are absolute garbage. So I made this into a tshirt that I will be wearing when I visit during christmas...
I kept the job for a year because where I am from, there's soooo many people my age looking for a job and you have to fight for any job you can get. Thats why I've had some pretty odd jobs... carpenter assistant, janitor, mover, bussboy, delivery driver, and cook all while still in high school.
I hope you guys liked these, I have some art work from my sister I might post tomorrow. She was a graphic design major but switched to photography in NJ.
-jeff
bored.
that GQ LOOK
Pittsburgh
Me and a buddy of mine took a road trip over to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania to participate in a music video. It just so happens my friend who i took the trip with was a good friend with the director of the video. We got to drive down the cinematographer who was also from Chicago.
It was the first time i've ever been that far east of the country. Pittsburgh was soo much different then what im used to in the midwest. Everything is elevated and on hills and cliffs as opposed to what i grew up with my whole life.. Flat lands and corn fields. It was a really nice city. And working on the music video was pretty sweet to. I had the roll in the SWAT team. Although i never heard of this east coast band it was definetly an awesome experience for me, especially since im interested in film and video. If you ever get the chance to visit Pittsburgh you should definetly go. Especially if your able to go to bars.. tons of them